Him

I'm like an addict and he's my drug.  When he's gone, I feel alone, sad, I crave him.  It hurts like a hole in my heart. And when I get that shot- that kiss, that touch, when I see his face, I know.  I know I'm hooked.  I am his.  And he is mine.  I don't want him to belong to anyone but me.

* * *

"I'm petty"
"You're perfect."
"I am unreasonable"
"You're incredible."
"I am self-centered"
"You are the center of my world."

* * *

He makes my tummy feel as though it has never tasted anything better than the butterflies fluttering about within it.

* * *

I spend my days waiting for the day I get to spend time with you, but I can't help thinking how endless time would be if I could spend every day with you.

* * *

He's a blue sky in winter
He's the sparkle in my snowflake
He makes sunshine out of cloudy days
And flowers from every storm
He's why I wake up in the morning
And get through every day
He's the sweetest piece of candy
He's my first breath of fresh air
He's beautiful and warm
And his smile lights up the dark
He's my perfect bright spot
In my world of night.

* * *

I wonder if you're still there
Waiting for me
Or if you've already moved so far
I hope that you're doing okay
I hope that sometimes you remember the good times
I hope that you learned something from me
I'm doing alright
I'm going to be okay
I remember all of the good times
I know that I learned from you
I hope you've gained some confidence
I hope you feel more sure.
I'm sorry we're not friends anymore
But I don't think we ever were.
I see you in the hallways
And it hurts me pretty bad
I'm getting over it now.
I'm still here, under all this pain
And the pain is fading
I'm feeling pretty good, most days.
I hope you're doing okay.
I hope you're having fun.
I hope she treats you well,
And that you remember to give her time.
I hope she makes you smile
I hope that you stay happy.
I'm sorry it wasn't right.
But it was time to put down the fight.